Letter from your mommy  / Your Mommy
Hi my sweet daughter.  I can't believe you are three months old to day.  When I saw that on your ticker I started to cry.  The time has went so fast.  In only a month you would have been rolling over.  I wish so badly I could have watched you with your milestones.  I never once thought I would have to go through the death of my own child.  I miss you everyminute of everyday.  I dont think my mind ever stops.  Between you and your brothers my brain dont get to rest.  I'm thinking thats why I'm so tired all the time.  I wouldn't change a think though.  I love to think about you, talk about you and even do little projects involving you.  Your Aunt Trista is making me a scrapbook all about you.  The antisapation is really getting to me.  I can't wait untill it is done so I can see it.  She told me she is not showing anyone not ever your uncle Hondo.  She said I will be the first to see it when she is complete.  I think about this book all the time. I am really in to pictures so this book is a dream come true.  I am so glad we took so many pictures.  Thank you to all who helped with taking pictures.  We are going camping in a couple of weeks and that to makes me sad.  When I was pregnant with you I though about our camping trip and I had it all set up in my mind.  We would have the pack-n-play with you in it and your brother next to you sharing a bed.  Your daddy and I would be next to them.  I was so exsited because you would have been just born and we would have pictures to show you when you got older that you were so tiny and still out there camping with us.  Even though you can't be there in person, would you please be there with us in spirit.  I will be looking for you.  Sit with me, sit with me by the fire at night.  Hold my hand and let me know you are there.  Play with your brothers on the sand.  On July 15th, I will send you a balloon.  This is the day you were to meet your family and I will never forget that.  I will be with you all day.  This was to be our day, our special day and now no more.   I love you so much and I will see you again.  Hang on to Tracy and never let her go.  She will keep you safe and guide you.  She is a wonderful person and you are lucky to have her with you in heaven.  I love you so much, show me your here, love mommy. Close

Raindrops / Nancy (Tracy's Mom)

A gentle rain or fierce thunder storm
doesn't matter which

Brings us comfort as we remember
our precious "Angel Brook"

A little baby girl who has
touched so many hearts

Smile when you feel the raindrops
And laugh when it thunders loud

It's just "Angel"
letting you know she's safe in
the heavens above


Thinking of you tonight as I wait for the rain to start :)

gentle hugs
    Nancy

                                      


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Just For You  / Traci (mommy 2 angel vanessa )

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A Beautiful Angel  / Traci Barnai (mommy 2 angel vanessa )
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious daughter, I know the pain and heartache you feel, I lost my precious baby girl Vanessa Faith in june/06 and my heart aches every day for her as yours does for your little angel Brook, I pray that our angels are together playing, laughing having fun in the heavens above watching over us knowing how we wish they were here with us today,they will be forever in our hearts something we can treasure and no one can take that away,you and your family will be in my prayers and I pray that someday are hearts may find some comfort,God Bless.
Sincerley Traci
Mommy 2 an angel

P.S Please feel free 2 email me anytime 2 talk tbarnai@yahoo.ca  and please feel free 2 visit my precious angel 
www.vanessa-barnai.memory-of.com  I am so sorry u have 2 experience this pain and heartache and I am here if u ever need, love and hugs 2 u and ur family.

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Such a Beautiful Angel xo  / Mummy To Nevaeh Angel Prince-Fraser (Love for this special angel xo )
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Angel~ With everyday that passes by, I wish you were here.  / Eshie (Auntie)
Angel~ Hey sweetie. I haven't lit any candles lately so I figured that what I say now will cover everything I've been wanting to say.

    So, today, I went to Rockport pool with your cousin Elyssah and I saw all the little babies and toddlers with their mommies in the kiddie pool and the shallow end of the pool and I saw this little girl that I imagined that you'd look like as a toddler. She had blond, gorgeous, curly hair and bright blue eyes. She was as cute as can be. Just like your brothers are.
     I think about you everyday && wish that you were here. I was hoping to be there when you were delivered, holding you right afterwards, watching you crawl, listen to you speak jibberish, hear your first word, and see you take your first steps just like I witnessed with both of your brothers. I was just hoping to watch you grow from a baby to an adult.
     I know you're watching over everyone that loves you. 
You've made so many friends here on Earth && I'm sure up there in Heaven too
I love you sweetie. You'll be in my heart forever! =D
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MY CONDOLENCES I KNOW WHAT U FEEL  / Jacky
i a sorry for u loss!!!! i loss my babies twins also like u at 18 weeks i very feel what u feel rigth now....ours angel they are together now...my two beutifull babies boys and u little girl now they are with god Close

A Beautiful and Sure Hope  / DI Gordon
For the family and friends of little Angel Brook...I am so sorry for your loss and offer my sincere condolences.  Though with you for such a short time your little girl leaves a heartful of love in yours.
It makes me think of the psalmist David who wrote in one of his melodies..."Your eyes saw even the embryo of me, And in your book all its parts were down in writing."  Psalm 139:16. How unique we are and even more so how much our heavenly Father loves us.  Being acquainted with the loss of my young son I'm impelled to share with you words of comfort and encouragement.
For example the words of Revelation 21:4 reads..."And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes and death will be no more, neither mourning nor pain be any more the former things have passed away.  Now death does not occur in heaven so this promise is for the earth.  Can you imagine death itself passing away?  "It goes on to say in verse 5:  "And the One seated on the throne said: Look! I am making all things new.  Also, he says:  "Write because these words are faithful and true."  That's why in Psalm 37:29 it reads,  "The righteous themselves will possess the earth, And they will reside forever upon it."  There is a free brochure that's a great deal of help both practical and spiritual called, 'When Someone You Love Dies'.  In fact it begins with the true story of parents who had a loss like yours.  It shows how to deal with the grieving process and how we can even help others as well.  You will receive comfort from reading this brochure along with your Bible as I have.  Please ask any one of Jehovah's Witnesses for this free brochure.  May God's loving-kindness and holy spirit be with you. Close

I am sorry for your loss  / Anna Young (Olivia Young's Mommy )
Words cannot begin to explain how I truly am sorry of your loss. Your daughter is so precious and forever will remain precious. A beautiful angel that will forever watch you and your family.
I as well have lost a daughter almost ten months ago now. My little Olivia. The pain is incredible as we long to have her here with us. I am sure they are together now...our two girls. Playing as only little girls know how. Full of laughter and as they fly above the clouds.
If you ever need anyone to talk too please feel free to contact me anytime.

Sincerely 

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My condolences  / Alma
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl. My heart
goes out to you. I understand your pain and what you are 
going through. I also lost my baby. I pray the Lord will
comfort you and cover you with his love and peace
Sending warming hugs and all my love
Alma
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Special Angel  / Teressa Carlton (Passing by )

I was at my Dad's site and saw yours. My Dad (actually Father-in-law) was a great man. Everyone that knew him loved him. If he has seen Angel, I am sure he is helping ro watch over her. He was always very protective with his grandchildren. Since he doesn't have any in Heaven, I am sure he has adopted some. Kids just love him. Babies love to have him sing to them.  I know he will help to watch over her, and your family.
I cried as I read the tributes to Angel. Not because they made me sad, but because they showed such love for her and your family. I like to see how people will reach out to those that need it. 
I have never lost a child after seeing it. I had a miscarrage, and a month later an ectopic pregnancy. And when the Dr said he would have to abort it, I was devastated and wasn't going to allow anyone to harm my child. I didn't fully understand what they were talking about. Eventually after my sister explained things to me, they did remove the ectopic pregnancy. I thought that was really hard and I grieved for a long time.
Then a couple of years ago my Best friend went in for a check up for her pregnancy 3 days before her scheduled c-section. Everything was fine. She even felt movement the night before. But the morning of the delivery she didn't feel anything. When they delivered her little girl, she was stillborn. They ran every kind of test they could think of, but never found out what caused her death. The cord wasn't around her neck, no bad genes, nothing toxic, no dieases nothing. To this day they still do not know how she died. 
She had a necklace made with an etched picture of her little girl and wears that necklace all the time. 
Her husband had a vasectomy when she was 5 1/2 months pregnant. After their loss, they saved money to have it reversed. After doing that, he kept going back for fertility tests. They all camme back as not fertile. But during this time she got pregnant again. No one believed it was his child because of the testing. So after the baby was born (another girl) they had DNA testing done and it proved he was the father. God gave them another baby to take care of. 
The reason I am telling you this, is because maybe there is another baby in your future. God has a plan for everything. He needs boys and girls of all ages in heaven. Maybe there would have been health issues with your Angel, and He didn't want her to suffer here on earth. We will never know in our lifetime. 
I am going to keep you and your family in my prayers. I am going to pray for peace in your hearts. Not for you to forget her, but so you will be more at peace. And not hurting so bad. I am also going to pray for God to show you His plans for your lives. And to continue showing signs that Angel is doing fine.
You sound like such a wonderful family. I would like to get to know you. I am only an email away if you ever want to talk. I may not have good answers, and I may not have had the same experience as you have, but I am a good listener, and amalways able to pray.
Gods Many Blessings to Your Family!
Angel Brook will forever be in your hearts and minds. Your love will never fade or be replaced.
Don't let anyone tell you that you shouldn't display her picture in your home or wherever you decide.
Some people tried to tell my friend she shouldn't have her little ones picture displayed because she wasn't alive, so she put it up only in her room. 
We talked about it many times and she decided that it was her home and if they didn't like it they didn't have to look at it or didn't need to come into her home. I think those who said that to her were way out of line and completely uncaring of her feelings.
God Bless!
Teressa

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To Alisha & Adam,Austin & Ethan.  / Yannick Fraser (Friend)
I am so sorry of the loss of your precious little one Brook.Words are so empty next to your sorrow .My  daughter Jamee lost her 1st baby on 1-22-07.www.patrickjayclark.memory-of.com/   We understand your pain.God bless your sweet angel always.God bless your family. Close

I've walked in your footsteps..  / Angel Charlotte's Mom (passer by )

I am so sorry for your loss of your Angel Brook. 
My Angel daughter Charlotte Oliva died before she was born 11/03/1966. She is always with me, close in my heart.
My Angel grandson Kyle Joseph died 02/12/1992  at 2 hours old and he is also closley held in my heart.
The peace of the Lord be with you both..........

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Precious little one  / Michele Adam (passerby)
My heart goes out to you in your loss. I know the pain of losing my grandaughter, Jordan, to SIDS (sudden infant death). Jordan died on 01/02/07 at 28 days old. I never got to hold her...so many broken hearts and shattered dreams. Please visit her memorial at: http://jordan-ezra-taffe.memory-of.com/  and lite a candle. I pray for strength and peace for your family. Close

An Angel in Heaven  / Someone Passing By (An angels friend )
I hope that you are not suffering too much right now.  I was going through as my Mothers sight is here as well and I saw the photo of your baby.  I am so sorry.  God has a plan for all of us, and she had her plan with him.  Know she is not suffering and she is now resting in peace and she is now in heaven.  I wish you all well. Close

Precious little Angel  / Mylene Roberge (mommy to angel Sean )
I am so sorry for the loss of your precious little daughter, Angel Brooke.  I understand the heartache and pain.  We lost a precious son, Sean, who is forever 8 months young.  Our precious baby's are in a safe place, waiting for us.  Angel Brooke, continue embracing your family with your beautiful soft angel wings, sending them comfort and love.
Hugs to everyone,

Angel Brooke and Sean heavenly little friends,

Feel free to visit Sean on the attached website,
Mylène (Mel)
Maman (Sean 11-09-04 / 07-08-05)
http://sean-lockhart.memory-of.com/about.aspx &
Scott -Rainbow baby, born Dec 20th, 2006
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A special "Thank You" to Nancy W.  / Lori R. (Family Friend )

Angel,
          I wanted to tell you that the young lady (Tracy W.) that is up in heaven taking care of you comes from a lagacy of love. Her "loving mother" Nancy W. has given  this remarkable gift of love to your family & friends. This gift of the web site "Library Of Love" is truly an inspiration to your mommy, daddy, brothers, and family as well as friends. I wanted to take time to post this tribute to her "Nancy Weinshrott", and to say "Thank You" (even thou I've never met you). By giving this gift of love to Alisha & her family it's really been a comfort tool to Alisha, and her family. You truly are a special person, and I wanted to express that to you. I can't imagine what you are going thru with the loss of your Angel "Tracy"..I've heard alot about her thru Alisha. It's comforting to know that this web site helps you deal with your griving process as well. I have faith that God above is making sure that "Tracy & Angel" are looking down upon you as well as Alisha everyday making sure you are both safe, and trying to be strong. May God Bless you always Nancy, and thanks a million for sharing your love, & thoughtfulness to all of us. 
Lori

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A letter to Angel's Mommy  / Nancy (friend)

Dear Alisha,
  I read what you posted in the tribute section & I cried...
for both our daughters & for all moms & dads who know
the pain of loss. I believe that your Angel Brook is laughing
& cooing as Tracy & all of Angel's relatives wait for their turn
to hold such a precious baby girl.

I love her name "Angel Brook", one of the hardest things for 
me after Tracy died was when people wouldn't say her name 
for fear of hurting me. How wrong they were to feel that way
it was music to my heart. "Tracy Ann" who was named after 
my Grandpa Tracy who would have been so proud to share 
his name with his great grand-daughter.

I've found out over time that reaching out to others on this
path of grief helps not only them but also ourselves.
When I read what you wrote to Tracy on her web site it
touched my heart & I felt moved to do something for your 
family. I believe in signs & that our loved ones do reach out 
to us letting us know that they are safe & at peace. 
Tracy was probably holding your Angel by then & smiling 
because she knew that the two of us could offer comfort 
to each other.

Thank you for sharing your precious Angel Brook with us.

gentle hugs,
Nancy 

                            

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Another star in the sky  / Denise (Grandma Schmitt )

"Angel"

What an appropriate name for such a precious little girl.
I am really sorry you could only stay with us for such a short time. I know your in good hands. You were so perfect, your little feet with all ten toes, your hands with tiny fingers only big enough to wrap half way around your mommies finger. Your tiny body. I can only imagine that you would have looked just like your mommy, with long blonde hair and a wonderful smile, and a very out going personality. Always carring about others. She too is so beautiful, inside and out.
She gives her all to everything she does. She would have been a great mommy to you as she is to your brothers (Ethan and Austin). I will always miss and love you dearly. I pray every day for your family. I pray for your mommy because I can feel her pain.
May God wrap you in a soft white cloud and hold you in his arms until mommy gets there to hold you again. Loving and missing you always, your Grandma R

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A special lil Angel  / Lori Robb (Friend)

Angel,
          I'm so heartbroken that I didn't take the opportunity to see you nor hold you, but I was taking care of your brothers (whom I love dearly) when you were born, and then you left to go to Heaven. We find ourselves asking the qustions of why? maybe it's your way of looking over Mommy, Daddy, Austin, and Ethan, and making sure they are safe. No matter what.. I want you to know that I sure wish you were here with us on earth as I was looking forward to holding you in my arms, watching you grow,waiting for them precious first words to be said,  you taking your first steps, and all them memories of watching a lil one grow up. I've enjoyed all them with your sweet & lovable brothers, but was so looking forward to you..."our specail lil girl named "Angel". I would of loved to have spoiled you too as my lil gilrs have grown up now. 
         Please know that mommy & daddy are very special parents(they are like my family) and they mean alot to me. I will do my best to take care of them for you as well as your brothers too. We all talk about you, and truly miss you so much. Keep spreading your wings honey.

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